my daily reflections…

i dont want to be the one who creates emotional and behavioral problems which turn into spiritual obstacles fer the ones who love me the most or i love the most. maintainin an environment of trust and integrity with those closest to me, those in my home, is a practice the self-searchin made possible through the exercise of the 12 spiritual principles. those i interact with in the privacy of my home are the ones who deserve most, the healthy benefits, of what ive learned through recovery. the show of spirituality through acts of empathy, compassion, unconditional forgiveness, and love, are important character displays which improve, and show the gratitude fer my family members in my relationships at home. this has been an area that i can still improve upon. at home is where i am me the most. it is where character defects and shortcomin can be practiced without the watchful eye of others. so home, fer me, is where i have to practice the spiritual principles of this thing we do even harder, with more vigor and diligence. this life changin journey i have been on doesnt stop when i hit the comforts or confines of my home, it must continue in all areas and aspects of my life. i must always remember my home is where my alcoholism has the largest negative impact. it is important fer me to continue to take care of the obligations of my home just as i do my recovery or even my employment. 1 day @ a time…