my daily reflections…

one of my fav chapters in the big book is "to wives." although a tough read fer me; it lets me know the pain and agony i put my loved ones through. it gives me an idea of how they felt about my debacles. it also gives me strength and courage not to do those things again. i can accomplish this by continuin to live the principles in my life daily to the best of my ability. i know that as long as i put Gods will in front of mine i have a fightin chance of never puttin anybody else through that pain and agony again. there is no way i can pay back all the things i took from my loved ones. what i can do is live today, the best way possible. by livin the spiritual principles of this thing we do i can provide fer them the things i couldnt while in my drinkin days. givin back to them the trust, time, and love i stole is somethin i must do today to mend our relationships; my actions today can make all the difference in the world to them. bein there fer them when they are in need, fer whatever reason, is somethin i can do which i didnt do before. askin my HP to guide my steps in the healin process of my loved ones and followin through with His answers makes me a better person fer them today. 1 day @ a time…