my daily reflections…

sometimes today i have to really dig to find Him within me, but He is ALWAYS there. i must let go of my want or desire and surrender, acceptin current circumstances fer what they are. it aint always as easy as it may sound, but eventually the crow of self-will begins to taste bitter and sour enough to abandon what i THINK is best, i let loose control, and i begin to willingly follow His will. as ive practice this thing we do, ive noticed the times i seem to spend wrapped in selfishness and self-pity, as mentioned above, become less and less. i just have to search deeper within sometimes. He has always been there fer me, i cannot deny that fact. though i may have ran away and lived life the way i seen fit, He was always there with a hand upon me. when i came into this thing we do, it really didnt take much to be able to see the miracles happenin around me. they are still happenin today in peoples lives, now that i have been doin this lil ditty fer a while i see it even more around me. the power of willingness, to admit to myself, i was an alcoholic, opened the door fer a creative spirit to flow into me so the rest could be unleashed. just as the readin suggests, the harder i look within, the deeper i dig, the more i begin to feel Him. 1 day @ a time…