my daily reflections…

i can remember drinkin and feelin like this, "on top of the world." i have no doubt that a few drinks today might even invoke those same feelins of omnipotence. fer me, i need to think a lil beyond that 1/2hr feelin. i need to remember what comes next, the lyin, the cheatin, the stealin, the guilt, the remorse. all of these things compiled with, hurtin others beyond repair. so, those good thoughts which cause those emotions of conviviality, companionship, and colorful imagination, quickly vanish, and i am faced with the reality that i dont need to drink to feel those feelins. if i continue to do the things i am doin i will NEVER have to drink to feel the feelins of conviviality, companionship, and colorful imagination, coz He is alive in me every day when i am willin to use and feel, His, omnipotent guidance. 1 day @ a time...