my daily reflections…

i have always felt God around in my life. even as a young child i was taken to church to learn about Him. i unfortunately turned my back on Him fer a number of years due to anger and frustration; obscurin Him with calamity and worship of other things (not gettin my way). i have been reacquainted with my HP since i have been in this thing we do and am thankful He is a vital part of my life today. without Him i am nothin. i can still have days when my HP can be obscured by calamity, by pomp, or worship of material items. the difference from the days of doin my dirt and today is, ive become aware when i am startin to do it, and can correct my thoughts, and behaviors, toward a more grateful spiritual way of bein. when ive been able to create the worst around me, begin to become better than the problem i created, and then try to use others or material items to overcome whatever problem i created, i need to check myself quickly. i cant try to play God and pull a rabbit out of my ass. it always only makes whatever it was, worse. my ideas of faith, God, and spirituality have got to be grounded and secure. i have changed over the years i have been in recovery and my thinkin and behaviors have evolved as well. today i get to watch the miraculous demonstrations of the power in others lives, and mine, as i live by the spiritual principles of this thing we do. 1 day @ a time...