my daily relfections…

when the serenity, the love, and the forgiveness, started to become a part of my life, i didnt realize it at 1st, they were actions i just started doin without effort. they were actions i certainly didnt do in later days of my drinkin. people were comin up to me and tellin me, "wow joel, this thing is really workin in your life." i couldnt see it foh sho. today i can only attribute these actions to my HP; i began to realize little by little that i alone could not do these actions. i had to have somethin growin inside that was contributin to these actions. i understand today these actions come with help from my HP and without Him i am nothin. havin given my shortcomins to my HP daily, i am free to move about the cabin as i wish. durin any of my daily activities i may experience turbulence through my walk. sometimes i have to stop, take a break, and gather the shortcomins i have taken back and return them to my HP. i know that with this freedom of life there are requirements fer me to be able to keep it. one of the requirements, perhaps the most important one fer me to remember, is to always make sure to pass on the thanks fer any good deed i may have done to my HP; my HP deserves the credit fer my practice in humility. lettin others know i alone cannot do it, it is through surrender of my will i am able to proceed with grace and humility. 1 day @ a time…