my daily y relfections…

i understand today that everyday i get is a true blessin and i know today from where that true blessin comes from. after havin watched my HP perform miracles around me in other peoples lives and in my own, i have witnessed enough to have cemented this fact in mind. God has given and done fer me what i simply tried to do fer years fer myself, given me peace, love, forgiveness, and serenity. relinquishin my will fer His is 1 of these miracles i have seen. after goin through all of the things i had found out i had done and finally acceptin i was the one that caused damn near all of em i had to finally surrender wholly. i had to look at me and see where i wasnt as awesome as i thought i was, how i wasnt as smart as i thought i was. i had led myself down some purdy dirty roads and i didnt want that lifestyle anymore. i was done hurtin others and myself intentionally, and unintentionally, by my own hand. this process of the steps, these spiritual principles, had given me a focus on how to change; it was up to me to do the work. bein honestly grateful fer what i had was one of those actions i had never given much thought to. changin my perception from me toward my HP and givin Him thanks fer my life was an inevitable step in this process i had to do. its somethin i still have to do today to keep what i have, i must continue bein grateful by givin, what i have been given away, daily. 1 day @ a time…