Oh loneliness a bitter friend.

Ah the loneliness does wind up catching us all. During our time out in the wild drinking in the dark alone, hiding because we are ashamed. Then the loss of friends and love ones follows. Then during recovery they come and go like fall leaves drifting in the wind. Add in a relapse and it seems more is taken away. The only hope I’ve found is in the Spirit. Trusting God to take this miserable useless man I had become and letting Him work through me. It doesn’t happen overnight externally. Inside I know I’m different now. I can feel the change. On the outside people are still suspicious and distance themselves. I don’t blame them as I was a run away freight train. So, loneliness you sneaky monster. I have God with me now. Check Mate. B