today i get to watch others come into the rooms as i once did, shaken, scared, with the loss of any hope. i cannot forget how i felt in those early days of sobriety. i dont know if those that come into the rooms today truly feel as i did when i came in, but...
when i came into the rooms, i had no idea if gettin sober would work for me. hell man, i didnt truly even know if i wanted to get sober, i just wanted all the shit i was livin to stop. i was tired and wore out from all the chaos i didnt even know...
for years i blamed other people for the shit that happened to me. since childhood it was always someone elses fault. whether it was shit i had no possible control over or shit i did consciously, the results or outcomes were never a direct result of my actions. and if there were consequences to my...
durin the progression of my alcoholism, i developed the traits of ad hockery, the reliance on temporary solutions rather than on consistent, long-term plans. these idiosyncrasies, dishonesty, and lack of tolerance grew beyond me as i allowed my alcoholism to take root. as the progression of my alcoholism advanced so did my false sense of...
when i remain honest in my recovery i understand i cant do this recovery thing alone. my past experience allows me the knowledge and wisdom of such an irresponsible idea. if i could have done it back then, before my recovery this time began, i guess i wouldnt be livin this time in recovery. fortunately...
https://youtu.be/yB1DLphTxn0 "Just for Today" January 25 An added gift “We see it happening among us every day. This miraculous turnabout is evidence of a spiritual awakening.” Basic Text, p. 51 ––––=–––– We watch them walk in to their first meeting defeated, their spirits broken. Their suffering is obvious, and their desire for help even more...
today i dont have to live in a blind alley. i can afford to be honest with myself and with others because i understand the value of truth and integrity. even when i may be wrong or not agree with another, i can voice my place and accept it as it is. it may take...
i aint ever tryna say im perfect and follow every spiritual principle within recovery perfectly, cause i make mistakes, i am no saint. i can get wrapped up in cynicism over the state of the nations and carry the worlds troubles on my shoulders. i mean the last 4 years were full of fear for...
the best way for me to fuck up my own recovery is to let my spiritual malady take control of it. since early in my recovery i have heard Keep It Simple Stupid! this mornins passage in the daily reflection reminds me of the many attempts i have made to try to outsmart and overthink...
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