i remember what utter defeat and powerlessness felt like. i didnt know at the time that it was to bring liberation and strength. at the time i only knew it made the loneliness i felt, hurt more. to live unmanageability is one thing, but to stop, rest for a min, and take an honest look...

total honesty helped me gain total acceptance. there was a time when i thought i couldnt live without a drink or a drug. i didnt think life would be fun or offer any adventure. how could a life sober provide me with the happiness i craved? i can recall the loneliness that helped me to...

just because i made the decision and took the action to quit drinkin doesnt mean that the thinkin processes i had while doin it stopped, because they didnt. now, some of the dumb shit i did while drinkin ceased, but the thinkin that caused me to do that dumb ass shit was still there alive...

honesty had to begin early in my recovery. i knew i was fucked when i came into the rooms for the first time my last time. after sleepin under bridges and on park benches with no hope for any better, lookin at powerlessness wasnt hard to do. it was a clear show of the unmanageability...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQSO82uMrS0 I made my daily board today and there was natural flow. The end result wasn't pretty but you could tell I put effort in. I did my pages too, 4 and a bit of them. In doing them I came to a couple things; I have to deal with and hold everyone’s emotion and...

recovery, because of sobriety, then sobriety because of recovery, has been my experience. havin lived and practiced the 12 steps over the years, goin through the steps many times since, i have been gifted to experience the spiritual awakenin the 12 steps profess. and it is truth that i could never had experienced the spiritual...

havin had a spiritual awakenin as a result of the 12 steps, i get to carry the message of recovery to alcoholics and practice these principles in all my affairs again for 2021. there is peace of mind in havin a relationship with my HP knowin He has entered into my heart and life in...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQU26pz-5iU&list=RDcQU26pz-5iU&start_radio=1&t=9 My addictions counsellor says I feel chronic loneliness because I do drugs every day. Even if it's just weed and the occasional shroom trip! Is it true? Seriously, is it true? Is there this amazing life waiting for me behind the sober curtain? Even though I'm not doing hard drugs or drinking? Am I...

the only thing i have control over right now, this moment, is me. i have to live in the here and now as best as i can. no matter the joy surroundin me, chaotic whirlwind, success, or failure, it is only i, that i am able to have control over. in makin decisions that help...

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