my daily reflections…

i cant even try to story tell ya here mannn, there are times my humanness has me tryina regret shit, and morbid reflection comes to me. these are the times i must remember i have forgiven myself, forgiven others, and have been forgiven. they are times, if i am honest with myself, i get to use those lessons to become a better man today. i have studied those lessons and have cultivated healthy behavioral, emotional, psychological, and spiritual solutions which no longer are a means toward further guilt, regret, remorse, loneliness, self-delusion, or the bitter morass of self-pity. though many may never hear of those times, they are times i must remember, and share in intimate situations with those who may benefit from em. usin my experience from step 4, strength from step 3, and hope from step 2, i get to live the honesty of step 1. this is the promise lived where i get to be of real help to other people and myself. 1 day @ a time...