my daily reflections…

the hard look into why i had lost any kind of faith in my HP helped me to establish reason i had turned my back on the God of my youth. i could place argument as to why i had lived with the beliefs i had lived with throughout my life since i stopped attendin a church on a regular basis. the ideas of God angered and frustrated me. what i learned about my conceptions of God was how selfish i had become in my thoughts and philosophy. i could not believe if God were a lovin and helpful God why the things which had happened to me had happened. any type of faith i had in Him in my youth had been tossed and lost to the wayside along my journey without His guidance. when i made it to the rooms i learned what in instrumental part of sobriety and even more so, recovery, He needed to be in my recoverin pilgrimage. others who had come into the rooms before me helped me to understand, by showin me how, and why, my life had turned so unmanageable without Him through their storys. the love in their eyes gave me hope and made sense to me. 1 day @ a time...