my daily reflections…

i still feel my self-will stirrin deep down within me. though there was always somethin i could feel deeper within stirrin back in the days of doin my dirt, i chose my self-will over it. recovery has shown me, then taught me, just how strong my self-will can be. it has also shown me, and taught me, the solutions to the pollution i have the ability to create with my self-will. today i get to discern between what my self-will is and what the will of my HP is. all i have to do is be willin and open enough to surrender my self-will fer my HPs will. my behavior today has most def transformed toward a more humble way of livin that may some days reflect my self-will, but overall is a reflection of the manageability and power my HP has graced me with through recovery. 1 day @ a time...