my daily reflections…

ive said it before, and still believe it today, my HP has provided me, since birth, an ample amount of emotion and motivation to feel and do as i wish. there was a time when i put forth too much of my time to extend those naturally human gifts beyond their intended purpose, there never was any moderation. it was always extremely low or extremely high, never any middle ground unless my alcoholism closed the door fer my self-will. recovery has taught me if i want to work toward a true balance in my life, i must surrender, accept, and tolerate the peaks and valleys of lifes adventures and experiences. no matter the situation or circumstance im faced with, i can use what ive learned to help guide me to the middle of a healthy equilibrium. fear does come to me, havin said that, recovery has taught me, as ive learned, faith is the direct paradox to fear. as i continue to grow behaviorally, emotionally, psychologically, and spiritually, i will forever remain willin to use faith to surmount fear. 1 day @ a time...