my daily reflections…

i remember my turnin point vividly; it was april 18, 2005, it captures my struggle and eventual early acceptance of my alcoholism. the feelins of utter hopelessness were overwhelmin, makin me wish to escape life itself; that deep despair led to a moment of honest transformative clarity. these emotions are difficult to articulate, yet they remain etched in my memory, leavin an indelible mark on my soul. the big book mentions, “…a principle which is a bar against all information, …the principle is contempt prior to investigation.” it also states on page 85, “i am not cured of alcoholism. what i really have is a daily reprieve contingent on the maintenance of my spiritual condition.” acceptin my alcoholism took some time durin my early recovery, but eventually, i reached a moment when i no longer sought alcohol as a solution. in a moment of desperate clarity, honesty led me to the rooms. that one day in april, 2005, marked the beginnin of my journey to overcome ignorance and embrace a daily practice to heal my spiritual condition. i am truly grateful for that moment of clarity and honesty today. personal insight emphasizes the importance of acknowledgin my vulnerabilities while highlightin the hope and gratitude that come from confrontin and understandin my challenges. my experience is a powerful reminder to me of resilience and the potential for healin that can emerge from healthy genuine self-reflection and total acceptance. 1 day @ a time…