my daily reflections…

my sponsor helped me to come to realize the importance of not assignin value to opportunities that hinged on uncertain circumstances. such expectations often led me to develop a misguided sense of entitlement, creatin undue pressure on both myself and those around me, as i clung to conditions that needed to be met for my happiness. durin the days of doin my dirt, i was oblivious to how i was allowin these common emotions to manifest as detrimental behaviors; they felt entirely normal to me then. with the guidance of my sponsor, i began to understand how i had been usin these feelins to satisfy my own selfish desires rather than as a means to uplift others. it became clear that my actions were not a reflection of my character but rather a way to serve my own interests. as i started to embrace healthier and more constructive approaches toward spiritual awareness and development, my sponsor encouraged me to place my trust in God and focus on improvin myself, rather than expectin others to fulfill my needs while i shied away from takin responsibility for my own actions. 1 day @ a time…