my daily reflections…

as i toiled through my early recovery with my sponsor, he helped me realize that i was unknowingly spreadin a kind of inner turmoil that created conflict both within myself and with others. i failed to grasp that demandin excessive attention, protection, or love from those around me would only lead to feelins of control or rejection. havin lived in my own self-centered way for so long, i viewed anyone who challenged me as irrational. through the process of recovery, i learned how character development could dismantle my outdated thought patterns, behaviors, and actions. however, it was essential for me to first recognize how my flaws and limitations impacted both myself and those close to me. to cultivate character, accountability, and integrity, i needed my sponsor to help me conduct a thorough moral inventory of my more significant shortcomins. without an honest, sometimes painful, reflection on my past, i could not establish a solid foundation for my recovery. gainin clarity about who i truly had become allowed me to surrender, accept, and eventually come to terms with my alcoholism. 1 day @ a time…