my daily reflections…

just because i have discovered solutions through my time in recovery does not mean i am immune to the effects of deep-seated personality flaws. emotional sensitivity, childishness, and feelins of inferiority can still lead to turmoil and inner conflict. in the days of doin my dirt, i turned to alcohol to cope with these debilitatin traits. whenever identity struggles emerged, often after i had shown my ass due to my internal feelins, alcohol became my escape from self-doubt. in moments of isolation, i would drink to push those feelins away, usin it as a means to alleviate my inner turmoil. even now, these psychological challenges can resurface, temptin me to retreat from the life i have worked hard to build in recovery. however, i have learned that conductin a thorough personal inventory durin these times can help shift my perspective. its essential for me to step outside of myself. today, its acceptable to experience these emotions, but when i let them take control and allow negative thoughts to dictate my actions, i create issues. fortunately, recovery has equipped me to manage these tough times. utilizin the tools ive been gifted requires courage, as these emotions and thought patterns are a familiar territory. engagin in inventory, prayer, meditation, and discussin my feelins with others are the constructive strategies that support my well-bein. 1 day @ a time…