my daily reflections…

its difficult for me to accurately express how my understandin of true brotherhood has evolved, coz i do know that i still seek acceptance from my peers. the years i spent in self-imposed isolation while grapplin with my past choices weigh heavily on me now, and i realize i no longer want to be alone. i aspire to be part of a family, to work alongside others, and to contribute meaningfully to society. recovery has allowed me to embrace my true self, and if some choose not to engage with me, thats perfectly fine. i no longer struggle with insecurity as i once did. of course, i desire love, but i refuse to compromise my self-worth, authenticity, or integrity to earn it. lettin go of self-centered behaviors has been tough, yet the spiritual principles of recovery guide me through these challenges. today, i recognize that i have a supportive group around me, and i am committed to bein there for them as well. i am finally part of a genuine brotherhood and get to live the paradoxes of recovery. 1 day @ a time…