my daily reflections…

with the support of my sponsors guidance, i found clarity in the chapter titled 'More About Alcoholism' from the big book, which illuminated the reasons behind my alcoholism. the descriptions of my struggles, referred to as bedevilments in the chapter followin, resonated deeply with my past thoughts, behaviors, and actions durin the days of doin my dirt. this particular passage highlighted on pg. 52, in the chapter ‘We Agnostics,’ characterized the persona i embodied, which ultimately led to the deterioration of my relationships with others and, crucially, with myself. my sponsor emphasized that to foster any semblance of recovery, i needed to confront these flaws, recognizin that this understandin was essential for my lifetime journey. i learned that my life would involve a continuous effort to surrender, accept, and tolerate my character/shortcomins. today, i remain committed to enhancin my relationships and managin these challenges. while i am not cured of my alcoholism, i have discovered a path that allows me to navigate life without resortin to alcohol. this holistic program of positive and healthy emotional, behavioral, psychological, and spiritual action will be a lifelong process. 1 day @ a time…