my daily reflections… 04252025

my relationship and obsession with alcohol had evolved from a simple habit into an absolute necessity. the fear of confrontin a day without it loomed larger than the anxiety of facin the day with it. the only way i found to quiet these overwhelmin fears was to drink until i could no longer feel. durin my early recovery, the halfway house i lived in provided a crucial sense of safety and stability. while there were numerous temptations and even, opportunities, to revert to the days of doin my dirt while livin there, the support from those who had walked this path before me was invaluable; somethin i couldnt find outside those walls. their encouragement helped me confront the reality of my alcoholism and accept my defeat. they offered me compellin reasons to abandon my long-held beliefs and adopt a new set of principles for livin. the journey was neither swift nor simple, but with the ongoin support from both inside and outside the recovery community today, ive discovered a new way of life that has led me to the freedom my HP, as i understand Him, has granted me. 1 day @ a time…