my daily reflections…

still to this day, i can vividly remember the gradual fadin of my instinctual reliance on alcohol as i embarked on the journey of surrenderin to and acceptin my circumstances at that time. despite the pervasive sense of hopelessness that lingered in my emotions, my determination to share the findins from my fourth step personal moral inventory with my sponsor marked a significant turnin point. it felt as though i was closin the chapter on a life that had once seemed liberatin but had ultimately devolved into a form of bondage. as i bared my soul and revealed my struggles to my sponsor, the weight of guilt and shame was immense, yet it also triggered a profound sense of emotional and psychological release within me. i began to envision a future where i no longer had to conceal my true self. if what i experienced was humility, it was a deep and intense form of it. reflectin on that time now, i recognize how this humility allowed me to set aside my pride, enablin me to appreciate the emotional, psychological, and spiritual growth it brought into my life. as my integrity has developed, i find myself in a position today where i can confidently align my actions with my words, free from the burdens of my past misdeeds. 1 day @ a time…