my daily reflections…

in a life characterized by a relentless pursuit of self-interest, i came to realize through my journey of recovery that my alcoholism and self-will were fundamentally at odds with the lessons i learned along the way. durin the days of doin my dirt, i was consumed by a desire for recognition and validation, seekin to showcase my achievements as a means to assert my importance to others. even when i experienced fleetin successes, my actions were driven by a selfish need to take rather than to give, often usin generosity as a mere tool to fulfill my own ambitions. this mindset disregarded the well-bein of those around me, as i believed that accumulatin accolades and status would solidify my identity. however, i have since recognized that this self-centered approach only led to my downfall as an alcoholic. in my recovery, i have come to understand that pride and a negative ego have no place in a fulfillin life. while i still set goals, they are no longer aimed at achievin material wealth or social standin; instead, they focus on the simple act of helpin others, even in the smallest ways. this shift allows me to align with what i perceive to be my HPs will for me, as i strive to offer honor, love, hope, empathy, and understandin without expectin anythin in return. in doin so, i find the true essence of recovery, which brings me hope and fulfillment. 1 day @ a time…