my daily reflections…

after endurin a tumultuous journey filled with personal struggles and the pain i inflicted on both me and others, i reached a point of profound vulnerability, ready to embrace an unusual way of livin. this realization did not come to me spontaneously after a night of revelry; rather, it was the result of years spent grapplin with a self-imposed goal that ultimately proved unsustainable. i recognized that my previous methods were no longer effective, and it became crucial for me to surrender my life to my HP, seekin assistance to alleviate my burdens. havin exhausted all other avenues, i found the willingness to progress with step 6, earnestly askin my HP to guide me forward. witnessin the transformative effects of recovery in the lives of others ignited a desire within me to attain what they had achieved. by adherin to the advice of my sponsor and those who exemplified successful recovery, i became fully prepared to advance on my path. today, i continue to rely on that guidance from my HP; not a single day passes without my willingness to seek His direction and support in managin my life, embracin the philosophies of recovery. 1 day @ a time…