my daily reflections…

a crucial task in my ongoin trainin of recovery is to maintain a clear connection with my HP, free from distractions such as chaos, superficiality, or misplaced devotion, all of which stem from my self-will. when i allow these distractions to dominate my thoughts, i lose sight of my HP and struggle to navigate challenges with clarity. relyin solely on myself without divine support sets me up for failure. i believe that God does not wish for me to engage in thoughts or behaviors that could harm myself or others. emotions like anger, frustration, and fear often arise to protect my ego, but it is in these moments that i feel most vulnerable. i must draw on my inherent faith to help me manage the chaos i encounter. my goal is to lead a fulfillin and respectable life, free from unnecessary drama, which i can achieve through the support of others, adherence to the 12 spiritual steps, and the grace of God. trustin my inner guidance is essential for findin peace and no longer feelin like an outsider. as i confront my fears through self-reflection, i gain insight into my consciousness. embracin humility allows me to experience love and comfort, leadin me toward the freedom that unfolds through humility and the promises it brings. learnin is intertwined with obedience, as true humility arises from the spirit, while humiliation stems from the ego. when i let the chaos of self-will overshadow Gods will, i inevitably set myself up for failure; it is that straightforward. my experiences remind me to trust the innate faith that resides within me. 1 day @ a time…