my daily reflections…

fear can often disguise itself, intertwined with other unsettlin emotions that i experience. when i sense an internal disturbance that feels off, it becomes essential for me to acknowledge it and explore the underlyin reasons for my feelins. i recall a conversation with my sponsor, he inquired about a situation i had previously shared, specifically askin why i felt upset by somethin someone had said. i explained that their words had struck a nerve, triggerin a sense of self-centered fear within me. he probed further, suggestin that my reaction was more complex than mere fear. this prompted me to reflect more deeply on the situation, and as we delved into the discussion, he pointed out that my pride and ego had likely been affected. in that moment, i recognized the truth in his observation. i realized that fear and resentment often lurk behind or alongside deeper emotions i may be experiencin. it is through a careful examination of my feelins, often shared with another person, that i can uncover these hidden layers. i find it enlightenin that somethin seemingly simple can be tightly wrapped around another emotion, makin it difficult to identify. such personal revelations are indeed a blessin. today, i am equipped to address my emotional and spiritual challenges in ways that do not inflict harm on others or myself. however, the journey of humility remains a freein, demandin, yet humblin, endeavor for me. 1 day @ a time...