my daily reflections…

my time each mornin with my HP is essential to me. it is a time when i get to connect with Him before the worldly clamor of life even has a chance to infiltrate my bein. when i do this i get to start my day with the good i feel He has planned for my life for the day. i get to ask Him how i am to handle situations i am faced with when self-pity, dishonest, or self-seekin motives are presented to me. as i live my day and the circumstances of life happen, i already have a plan of attack/defense that is healthy and balanced because i have received his intuitive thought for proper action. with contact with my HP as i start my day, i get to be given the strength and courage He provides for the sane, sober, respectable self that is my real self, rather than the wasted substance my riotous spiritual malady begs me to be. i get to start my day by livin it with the reverence of simplicity in mind, lovin the humble things of life. i dont have to be afraid to bring my skills into the light with the chance to nurture and express any of my talents, for my own development, as well as for the enjoyment of others. i dont have to keep with the false pride i used to live by. i can be myself and be happy with peace of mind. with faith that He will be there for me i can be much more than my defects and can unburden myself of the secrets that used to keep me emotionally, psychologically, behaviorally, and spiritually sick. i dont have to live in fear of someone findin out who i truly am, because i am one amongst the world. i get to have confidence in myself with faith. i dont have to live upon a basis of unsatisfied demands, where im in a state of continual disturbance and frustration. a daily plan helps to give me guidance so i dont get too distracted. when i live without faith, without a daily plan, i live without hope, and there is no peace to be had unless i can find a means of reducing self-pity, dishonest or self-seeking motives, and demands. i aint gotta live like that today, its my choice. 1 day @ a time...