my daily reflections…

i friggin LOVE “ah-ha” moments. those times when shit makes sense without the chaotic whirlwind of me tryin to out-think or over-think a moment in time. shit just seems to click, makin sense out of what may have always confused or frustrated me. they are the times i get to discover that the enlightenments from recovery do hold truth when i let go of self and expand my horizons into an openness which transcends my need for control. and so many times are these “ah-ha” moments brought to me by others, helpin me to realize that sometimes my own perception can be tainted by my own self-centeredness. i get to see recovery in action. i get to experience how recovery has had a positive effect upon my emotional, psychological, behavioral, and spiritual existence, heart, and soul. as innovative ideas and concepts are realized and understood i get to rearrange perceptions that have been held tight within, displacin old for new, and developin a new personality within. i get to participate in bein someone i have never been before. i get to live the change recovery brings. i get to live a readiness to serve my HP, continuin to practice unquestionin obedience to Him and the spiritual principles of recovery. with new soil, new roots get to expand into a deeper part of my bein so i may persist in learnin more about myself for further progress toward my HPs will. i get to understand that this newfound power in surrenderin, acceptin, and toleratin self-centered fear doesnt have to keep me stuck, as i once was. ive learned that the fears ive had have equaled loss of personal, balanced, positive, and healthy personal power which blocks my ability to have “ah-ha” moments which create new soil for new roots. each day as listen to my HP throughout my day, i get the opportunity to see how my imperfections, are blessins which allow me the freedom to further educate myself. allowin my mind to wander after ive talked with a friend or my HP i get to explore what ive heard. its then i get to trust God, clean house, and help others so i may further change to improve my nature. 1 day @ a time...