my daily reflections…

lookin at myself, rootin through yesterdays baggage, and admittin my wrong doin, is somethin i couldnt do before i got sober, it was always, your fault, i was where i was. step 10 allows me the courage to look within, accept i am just joel, that i do make mistakes, and that i can make immediate amends if needed, this comes with willingness and true humility. this wasnt somethin i was able to do right away when i 1st got sober, i had to live the prior 9 steps in my life fer a lil while, workin em to their full potential, to the best of my ability. buildin a strong relationship with my HP was somethin i needed to do to fix me; i, so desperately, still today, need His help. ive since found, He gives me the strength to do this vital soul searchin when i align my will with His. i then get to better live my life. fearin yesterdays baggage, aint nobody got time fer dat. 1 day @ a time...