my daily reflections…

i used to fear the future, somethin fierce. i was always afraid of what could, or couldnt, happen, what should, or shouldnt, happen, or what would, or wouldnt, happen. it would drive me crazy with anxiety, apprehension, and impatience. there was only 1 sure fire way i knew to get rid of those feelins, it was to drink. this thing we do taught me the tools to use to get through those days without drinkin. so far as fear of the rest of my life goes, i do not need to worry about it too much. if i can take each day and deal with it fer just that day usin the principles this program has taught me, then my day is made better. askin my HP to take the reins and guide me through the adventures on my journey through each day, i can be assured fear of the future is no longer needed. when i am doin right each day, i do not affect the future outcome of my life negatively. it is the application of the discipline of perseverance from what ive learned through the practice of the 12 spiritual principles of recovery. 1 day @ a time...