my daily reflections…

over the years ive grown into a person ive never been before my recovery began. i can recall the times of unhappiness and not knowin how to remove myself from them. the thought that there was always somethin wrong with me was a feelin i wont ever forget. always searchin fer happiness outside of me to cure the unhappiness within. and i did find a solution that did work fer a long time, people, places, material items, and alcohol. i used em until they were no longer luxurys. i didnt know, and if i did, i surely didnt recognize, how to be a happy person within. surely stoppin drinkin was a start, it didnt do fer me what it had done in the past. comin into the rooms i learned new ways to manage the emotions i felt within. learnin spiritual laws, familiarizin myself with em, and puttin em into practice, ive been able to grow into a quiet happiness and peace of mind. it wasnt easy, id always been so used to outside fixes. this mornins readin encapsulates the journey of solution i still get to live today. 1 day @ a time...