my daily reflections…

it was always easy to perceive how others were to blame fer the emotions i felt within. if they wouldnt have done, “this”, i wouldnt have done, “that”. and then i got to suffer the consequences of my behavior, words, or action toward em. it always seemed i was the victim, even when i was the aggressor. i didnt know or understand that others may have been goin through a difficult time. and when i did realize it, out came the first-class, one-way tix on the blame train, and it would turn on me. i would suffer guilt fer my reaction or action. recovery taught me how to look at the ways i used to feel with an objective mind, rather than a subjective mind. it is where i began to understand how to let loose of guilt fer just livin my humanness. it was where i began to understand i could control my humanness, and not harm others, or even feel guilt, fer the shit i, or they may have done. recovery taught me to give it away to my HP instead of harbor the resentment guilt had always had me doin. 1 day @ a time...