my daily reflections…

i love the paradoxes of recovery and one of the best is faith conquers fear. but how do i get to this point where i can become fearless merely by usin faith alone? fer me, i had to throw out lil pieces of faith and watch their return. i surely wasnt bout to lead with da chin. as i watched others profess their faith and forget to follow through, as i still yet watched others who used faith and followed through with a firm belief through action, i was able to personally witness the returns they were given. the ones who professed faith and then kept to doin their dirt eventually fell to their disease. but the ones who professed their faith and then belief, doin what it took to receive the gifts faith would bring, got what they were askin fer. and sometimes it wasnt exactly what they asked or worked fer, but it was somethin even greater. maybe consonance, maybe acceptance, maybe even more than they even bargained fer, like better understandin. givin up lil bits of myself in the beginnin of my recoverin journey, taught me, then gifted me with rightful guidance. 1 day @ a time...