my daily reflections…

i look back upon my time in this thing we do and think of how far ive come behaviorally, emotionally, psychologically, and spiritually. there has been such immense growth in each area. even in the times i felt like everythin was gonna explode within me, when everythin would be lost, those are times i feel like ive come out stronger than ever before. strength does arise out of complete defeat and weakness. the warmth and love ive experienced coz i simply let loose an old life to find a new, is an amazin regeneration. thinkin of when people would tell me it will get better, and NEVER believin em, lookin at the times i needed em to tell me it again, each day slowly tickin away to eventually trade another one of the old paradoxes in fer the better. Elvis once said, “Time goes by so slowly, And time can do so much”. this patience is true and has been the condition of my experience in recovery. 1 day @ a time...