if i still cling to somethin i will not let go, i ask my HP to help me be willin. even still today with years livin a life of recovery, i still want to make shit the way i want it. i want the full rewards of humility, but i dont want to feel vulnerable. i want to have peace within, yet i dont want to feel uncomfortable. these simple concepts cannot happen unless i open myself to vulnerability and an uncomfortable state of wellbein. and its not like i havent done this type of thing before, my early recovery was filled with tossin out lil bits of self and watchin the returns. today i have experienced the rewards of such willingness. i think ima keep tryin. 1 day @ a time...
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bjsrer
corn fed not inbred michigan white trash...
