my daily reflections…

to say there was a very cathartic feelin in lettin go of all the shit that had kept me behaviorally, emotionally, psychologically, and spiritually sick, to another i could trust, would be statin the obvious to the blind. no longer did i have to allow these emotions/feelins make me feel less than or keep me down in fear of bein who i was. it was truly a learnin experience. and when i had learned to allow another to know who i was within, the willingness to pray and meditate became an even bigger influence in my life. i felt like all these inner secrets/demons, had no more control of me. and of course, this whole idea, or realization/identification, took time to make its full effect on me. i no longer had to allow frustration to rule me. all the emotions and feelins which kept me in a state of constant fear were found out through the prior 2 steps so i could become the person my HP had intended my entire life. today i still get to feel all these naturally human emotions and feelins, however, i aint gotta let em shut me down. i can respect em fer what they are and allow my HP to help me manage em with successful, and healthy, ways to benefit from the knowledge of facin em head on. 1 day @ a time...