my daily reflections…

i cant say that i dont still feel some regret for the shit i did back in the days of doin my dirt; i am human and God has gifted me with a conscious mind. there are moments i wish i could change or erase entirely. i remember the pain i caused both to others and to myself, and i can still see the hurt in their eyes as i confronted them with a cold, mean as a snake, unfeelin demeanor. while ive used what recovery has taught me to work through my guilt and shame, those memories linger. however, i find solace in my HP, in my continued recovery, and the understandin that ive made the necessary amends. ive been forgiven and have extended forgiveness to others and myself, allowin me to embrace today with the wisdom of my past mistakes. today i get to acknowledge ownership of my past, live in the present, and look forward to what tomorrow holds. 1 day @ a time…