my daily reflections…

durin the days of doin my dirt, i crafted a façade that i worked hard to maintain for everyone to see. despite feelin worthless inside, i couldnt confront those feelins. i believed i was honest and somewhat acceptin, but those were mere illusions meant to mask my true emotions within. the idea of examinin my flaws or sharin them with others was completely off the table. even though i learned about God in my youth, i felt abandoned by Him; my life revolved solely around my own will. this self-will spiraled into alcoholism, a reality i failed to recognize until it was too late. eventually, the weight of homelessness, isolation, and despair became unbearable. i found myself at a crossroads: i could either succumb to my alcoholism or embrace the spiritual tools offered to me and choose to live. usin rigorous honesty i had to make a choice and commit to it. 1 day @ a time…