my daily reflections…

my daily reflections... durin the days of doin my dirt, the experiences of my youth simmered beneath the surface, creatin a constant state of inner conflict. the narcissistic core within me, fueled by a sense of invincibility, was determined to protect its facade at all costs. i relied on these emotions to survive outwardly, terrified of revealin my true feelins. as my struggle with alcoholism deepened, these sentiments only intensified. when my sponsor confronted me about these issues, it ignited a storm within me; he had essentially exposed my vulnerabilities. with no choice but to listen if i wanted to embrace the transformation that recovery promised, i recognized the value of his insights. today, i continue to confront these truths about myself, drawin strength from the honesty and hope that the spiritual principles offer. embracin honesty, hope, and the spiritual principles have served as powerful tools in my recovery, allowin me to navigate the complexities of my emotions while seekin a healthier, more authentic self. i continue to be rescued by surrenderin. 1 day @ a time…