my daily reflections…

i never considered myself selfish or self-absorbed durin the days of doin my dirt. why would i want to create chaos for myself or others? i always believed i was the one who genuinely cared enough to lend a hand. for years, this was my self-reflection while i was caught up in my own shit. however, a deeper examination revealed a different truth. my sponsor skillfully guided me to discuss my past actions long before i began my official inventory, promptin me to reflect on the damage i had caused. he encouraged me to explore why certain friendships faded, makin me realize that i often acted in ways that pushed people away. i didnt recognize how my behavior affected others, but my sponsor cleverly led me into confrontin the root of my troubles and underlyin issues of my actions and words. 1 day @ a time…