my daily reflections…

when i first entered the rooms, it wasnt that i lacked belief in God; rather, i had been brought up in a devout household and attended religious services for the first sixteen years of my life. however, over time, i grew resentful towards God and chose to reject the teachins i had absorbed as a young un. as a result, when i arrived in the rooms, i found myself devoid of any faith. i observed the strong belief that others, who had come before me, possessed. sittin there, newly sober, i witnessed newcomers arrivin after me, experiencin profound transformations that i felt eluded me. they seemed to be gainin somethin essential that i was missin. after discussin my feelins with my sponsor, i realized i had a "God problem," which helped me begin to comprehend the faith i had seen in those around me, whether they were fresh to recovery or had years of experience. it became clear to me that i needed to embrace a mindset of faith. much like "The Dude," i needed to simply "abide." 1 day @ a time…