my daily reflections…

the ability to find humor in the chaos i used to create or can still experience today is truly a valuable trait. this perspective does not imply that i take pleasure in the misfortunes of others; rather, it reflects my own irrational thoughts and actions that arise from a desire to safeguard my self-esteem and pride. reflectin on my past, i recognize moments when my self-absorption prevented me from considerin any viewpoint other than my own need to maintain what i may have thought a favorable image of me. i was unwillin to allow anyone to perceive me as inferior. even now, i sometimes find myself clingin to my ego and the comfortin illusions i construct. fortunately, i have developed strategies that help me navigate these situations, minimizin the potential for embarrassment. these strategies have emerged from my ongoin practice and exploration of personal growth through this thing we do. 1 day @ a time…