my daily reflections…

this mornins daily reflection challenges the core of my identity as an alcoholic while in the days of doin my dirt. i struggle to express my inner feelins, thoughts, and past actions to others, fearin that such revelations could be weaponized against me. this realization emerged through examinin my character flaws and, crucially, my vulnerabilities. my sponsor guided me in recognizin how these hidden truths have contributed to my emotional, psychological, behavioral, and spiritual distress. by confrontin the insights gained from my fourth step moral inventory, i began to reconcile the internal turmoil they created, allowin me to embrace the promises of recovery. today, i recognize the self-inflicted pain that secrecy can inflict. when i confide in my sponsor or trusted friend in recovery, i confront the fears associated with these secrets, enablin me to address them with constructive and holistic approaches that ultimately dismantle their power over me. the past is over, i only get to live forward, learnin from the past to make a better today. 1 day @ a time…