my daily reflections…

in the early days of my recovery, i discovered the importance of effectively managin my time, utilizin appropriate resources, and craftin plans for future development. this journey of self-discovery was crucial, as it allowed me to confront the person i had become and to delve into the underlyin reasons for my behaviors and thought patterns. the deep-seated emotions of secrecy, frustration, anger, loneliness, and unrelentin guilt created a daily internal struggle, makin the quest for independence a challengin battle for self-acceptance. by embracin my circumstances and surrenderin to my alcoholism, through willingness i found the space to receive the lovin grace that my HP had always extended to me. throughout the transformative process of my recovery, i have experienced profound growth. the paradoxes inherent in recovery and the promises articulated in the foundational first 164 have manifested in my life, ignitin a genuine desire for positive change each day. it is a true blessin to approach each new day with hope, rather than succumbin to the fear of navigatin the treacherous waters of self-criticism and self-loathin. today, through the progressive growth made possible through recovery, i have opened myself up to the possibility of change from within. 1 day @ a time…