my daily reflections…

through a combination of insecurities, distrust, and overwhelmin fear, i constructed barriers around myself, reinforced by anger, hatred, and contempt. although i believed i was extendin compassion and empathy with others, my true motivation was often self-servin, as i sought to extract emotional, physical, or material benefits from those around me. once i had taken what i desired, i would sever ties, leavin no room for meaningful or healthy connections. this pattern not only hindered my relationships with others but also prevented me from formin a positive relationship with myself, as i lacked the understandin of how to be a loyal friend or cultivate healthy bonds. at that time, i was unaware that my misguided attempts to shield myself from pain were, in fact, inflictin greater harm. however, through the journey of recovery, i have transformed ignorance into knowledge and stubbornness into open-mindedness. armed with these newfound qualities, along with a willingness to grow, i now experience a life that is richer and more fulfillin than ever before. recovery has empowered me to learn, practice, and extend trust, while my faith in a HP has deepened my understandin of how to nurture relationships with both myself and others. this journey has instilled in me a great sense of gratitude for the insights i have gained, revealin how i can be of service to both myself and those around me. 1 day @ a time…