my daily reflections…

the legitimacy i sought throughout my life was never rooted in material possessions; rather, it was tied to emotional connections that i naively believed should be offered to me unconditionally, without any effort on my part. through my journey of recovery, i have come to understand that people are not divine beins who owe me warmth and affection. if i desire the love and support i once thought should come freely, i must first be willin to extend those feelins to others. this realization goes beyond mere intention; it requires a genuine commitment to actively demonstrate respect, forgiveness, love, hope, and empathy, qualities i often took for granted while out doin my dirt. the vulnerabilities i still grapple with today have transformed into strengths, as i have confronted my own shortcomins and character flaws, recognizin that their roots lie within me. this self-examination has been crucial in my growth, allowin me to understand that true emotional fulfillment comes from givin rather than merely receivin. 1 day @ a time...