my daily reflections…

i vividly remember the tumultuous shifts in my values durin the days of doin my dirt while engaged in reckless behavior. there were days when i felt unwaverin in my convictions, only to find myself completely at odds with those beliefs the very next day, swayed by my immediate wants. however, through a process of learnin and a sincere commitment to realignin my moral compass, i have come to embrace the humility that recovery has instilled in me. this transformation has alleviated the chaos that once dominated my life, as i realized that the inner turmoil served no constructive purpose and only fostered a misguided sense of self-reliance, distancin me from genuine humility. as i have cultivated a deeper understandin of the true virtues of this thing we do throughout my experiences in recovery, i have developed an appreciation for self-effacement, which grants me tranquility and resilience durin challengin moments, whether they arise from internal strife or external chaos. humility has become a precious gift that guides me through periods of self-doubt. by earnestly seekin to understand and embody my HPs will to the best of my ability, i have discovered that this fundamental quality of humility is an invaluable asset in my life, providin clarity and strength amidst confusion. 1 day @ a time…