my daily reflections…

when i came into the rooms and started livin this thing we do, i realized i had much to learn about the true nature of my character and shortcomins. many terms i believed i understood turned out to have meanins far deeper than i had grasped. one such term was false pride; i had been consumed by arrogance and a tendency to boast at others expense. when faced with my faults, i often deflected blame onto those who pointed them out, seekin validation for any "good deeds" i had performed, regardless of their authenticity. additionally, i struggled to form genuine relationships, driven by a need to outshine those around me. these flaws were invisible to me durin the days of doin my dirt, but through the twelve spiritual principles of recovery, i began to confront them. this journey of self-examination has been challengin yet enlightenin. while i still identify as an alcoholic and do not claim to be perfect, i now possess a humble awareness of myself that empowers me to seek constructive solutions for my life. 1 day @ a time…