my daily reflections…

at the end of each month, the daily reflections apply the 12 Traditions to its readins. early in my recovery my sponsor suggested i apply these lessons as to, WHY, this thing we do works in my life, just as i apply the readins of, HOW, this thing we do works for me too. it takes me out of self as i apply, gainin a personal framework as, WHY, as well. i have discerned that when i attempt to impose my will upon natural order, the architecture of my intentions fractures under its own weight. what i once mistook for strength was merely fear masqueradin as control, an illusion sustained by defiance of the inevitable. surrenderin to my HP, did not erode my agency; it transfigured it, revealin the vanity of self-determination and the quiet precision of divine symmetry. through Perseverance, i have apprehended that mastery is not the conquest of uncertainty but the cultivation of trust in an unseen coherence. each surrender refines me, not as an abdication of power but as its reconstitution through faith. the relinquishment of control no longer signals defeat; it signifies participation in a wisdom greater than my own. as my emotional, psychological, behavioral, and spiritual awareness deepens, confidence ceases to depend on outcome and becomes rooted in alignment. in yieldin, i encounter the paradox of strength through submission, and in Perseverance, the revelation that grace is the architecture of endurance. 1 day @ a time...