my daily reflections…

today i recognize with uncompromisin clarity that my Spiritual Awareness is inextricably bound to the conscious and deliberate contact i cultivate with my HP, for whenever i drift from the disciplines of prayer and meditation, i enact a subtle yet devastatin deprivation of the vital sustenance that stabilizes my intellect, steadies my emotional landscape, and refines the intuitive capacities upon which my spiritual equilibrium depends. recent experience has shown me that even a momentary loosenin of that sacred connection propels me across boundaries designed to safeguard my integrity, leavin me to navigate the disorientation of returnin to the grounded interior territory i abandoned. though my mornins begin with the structured practices that historically anchor my spiritual condition, i can still, through neglect or self-reliance, wander toward the illusion of worldly consolation, only to discover how rapidly such comforts sour and collapse under their own insufficiency. the longer i persist in that estrangement, the more acutely i feel the internal corrosion that arises from forsakin the very source that sustains my inner life, until the spiritual rot becomes unmistakable. and while the corrective measures that eventually restore me may arrive with a sting both soberin and severe, i have come to understand them as indispensable interventions, guidin me back to the depth, order, and alignment without which i cannot endure. 1 day @ a time...